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Circle

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i get scared when i think of the word "leaving"

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A Straight Woman Responds To 377A

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You Lied

This punch in the heart
Is the worst sort of ridiculous
The kind that makes you crazy
in feeling alone,
or only
Only, reality is this:
- Life goes on
- I kept breathing
- And the world doesn't give a shit
Like you
Always the realist
Treating love like a sickness
Reduced to a statement
"It's sad, but true."
But the "it" is me,
And I was to you

But nevermind my madness
Or the amplitude of sinking stillness
Just watch the ticking clock repeat this
Second-song of clicking lyrics
Played for ones who never hear it
And the world that doesn't give a shit

I don't want to talk about it
I don't want to talk about it
I don't want to talk about it
I don't want to talk about it...

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a letter from Me to Me

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Goodbye Letters

I don't expect you to understand
That humanity is nothing but scattering sand
You keep trying to tell me that this life is grand
And that some things don't go as planned

But my life here has always been upside down
And I've never been the type to constantly move around
But now I think I'm finally ready to move, and find a new town

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If what I feel for you is love

What is pain

Because right now

They hurt the same

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"the absolute maximum

of f(x)=x³-3x²+12 on the closed interval [-2,4]"

was an answer that I had before

"Oh bother"

came flooding my mind, your deep baritone voice seizing my thoughts,

invisible hands suspending each in midair—

as if to shout,

in silence,

"Listen to me!"


Heartbeats fall

like stars in a shower

onto your fingertips.

You tease them, say they fall too easily,

teach them to stay in my veins and arteries

longer—

until I am certain that I have found you.


You bring life to the yellow bear and his friend,

an orange tiger.


Blurred have the 2's and the x³'s become as I wish

that you could be mine,

that my daughter  if I should ever have one 

could be the one to watch her yellow bear come to life.


Even if our paths never cross again,

soar as far as your wings will take you,

for I will always be running

with my great yellow bear—

fingers spread and lungs roaring, 

here, if you ever find yourself in need of a friend.


I love you.

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