everything was going to change. at that specific moment in time.
the quick glance which blended into an eternity. disregard for the static & constant stimulus. the entire spectrum was shouting at us. trying to grab us back and gain our attention. we stuck it out just to grasp at this new, exciting feeling for a moment.
the teacher rattled on as my neck strained from tug of war between my heart & mind. look forward. look again. stop this. keep going.
you were everything that i’ve always wanted and everything that i didn’t need. you are everything that i knew i would want later. but not now.
things are as they should be. you can’t regret the past, they say. you can’t live in your history, they say.
we all know that it follows you everywhere you go. popping into every situation & shaping your every move.
let it come and let it be.
we pulled into the bluff & parked.
clutched together in the closest you can come to darkness. light from my stereo immersed your body in blue and danced across your face while our eyes anchored each other again.
the windows fogged up slightly, not due to the stereotype. heavy breathing. we were desperately holding on to every second. it is only when you become comfortable with your ecstasy, you let it slip through your fingers.
i traced every wrinkle on your neck with my fingers. gathering as much information as i could before having to find my own way again.